Plus my Hasidic Heartbreaker

Does that strike a chord with you when you read it? Does your chest tighten? Does your breath shorten? If so, let me share something with you.

I hate my client and I can’t exactly tell you why. He’s the only client that both gives me gifts and tips me each session. He’s not ugly, just a middle aged man who I happen to despise. After our first session together, I was not particularly thrilled. But that experience regularly comes with the territory. He did not do anything in particular to make me feel this way, it was just not an enjoyable experience as I found him a bit creepy. And yes, sometimes I get joy out of sessions. Actually, I prefer sessions to be enjoyable if it’s for the right reasons. I think it’s misconstrued that all swers dislike clients and the sex they have with them, but I would much rather enjoy the company and forget that I’m working at all. I mean that’s the dream right, to feel like you’re not even working. If you love what you do you’ll never work a day in your life? That statement that needs a lot of unpacking, but why should swers be excluded from this sentiment? Is it because we seem dirty? And we seem dirty because we fuck for money?

I have worked in this industry for almost two years. Here’s what I know: